It's raining heavily at the outside since an hour ago.. tengok the petir, teringat movie tornado/twister.. huhuh..

luckily am not in menara.. if not, lagi seram.. lol

F.R.I.D.A.Y . . . . .

It's 5.21PM .. 9 more minutes to 5.30Pm and guys!! you may say so long to office!! huhu.. Goodbye Thursday and HOLLLLLLLLLAAA Friday!!!!!!!!!!
The best day ever, and yeah.. the most wanted one lah of course because the next day will be Saturday, where we can say "shut up" to alarm clock and of course to the people who purposely knock your door... lol


I have sooo many things for my weekend.. lets list it down then!

1. Bowling

2. Japanese food

3. Subway

errr... tadi rasanya macam byk sangat dalam kepala.. betul.. tak tipu.. lol

But seriously, to play bowling is the one that i really cant wait as i know, that baby is gonna be there!! who?? which baby?? look at the picture below....

she's sooooo adorable kan???.. her name is Nur Erriana Bellysya in full.. in short, as "sayang" by her parents.. huhu

huhu.. cant wait to have one.. soon?? hopefully...

talking about baby Bellysya, i heart the way she give us the flying kiss... awwwww~

so comel.. so adorable.. so cute..so manja and so everything!!

The parents should be very lucky to be given such a beautiful baby.. huhu.. wish i could have one like that.. hoho.. berangan...

but seriously.. i cant wait to have a baby...............

Thanx to Nurul for introducing me to something like above! hahaha..

so not IT freak.. LOL.. ok, i admit that as i dont have soooo many time to think about it (cover.. cover..)..

so, tunggulah.. the new me will come.. LOL. ok what.. at least i have the willingness to learn eventhough from basic, and always admit for something that i dont know. What's wrong with that? Like my dad always told me, "ask if you dont know".. (cover lagi...)

Weekend is just around the corner people!!

can't wait!!

- haha.. of course.. when you can assure that your pocket is fully fill with money, weekend wiil be permanently glued in your head.. lol

well, it's just not that.. but we're planning to go for bowling this weekend with all those cool people in the whole wide world!! wheeeeee~

It's time to get to know one another.. and of course..after spending the whole week sitting in office looking at the monitor, it would be the best time to release the stress out from the body.. huhu..

i just cant wait!!!!! no i cant!!!!

DOWN....Down....down....i'm down....

I'm down...


yes.. i'm down...


I always pretend that i'm smiling..


but deep down inside my heart, i'm crying...


no one knows...


i always wish for something...


but i never get it...


miss.. that is...


pain... yes..i always in pain....


and now.... i just want to sleep...


please go away from me...


please...


please...


please...

Hari ini adalah hari yang sangat menyedihkan for me. Tipu la if i kata i dont feel anything right now, because, sad that is.. It controlling my emotion and i just couldn't get rid of it. A mixture of everything, and it turned up as one.. macam 1 Malaysia gitu..



But today seriously isn't really my day. I wish i could jump off from here, fly and just go to any places yang aku rasa boleh tenangkan hati aku yang memang tengah kacau!!

Hey! March is bulan jiwa kacau.... for me la.. and most of my friends pun cm setuju je dengan aku. Hoping for something in April.. something good perhaps..


well, i dont know whether i can talk about work or not here, but seriously, i do need to say it..
*omg..can you just shut ur phone off!! your song is damn %^&* annoying*
ok.. sambung.. haih.. OMG!!! damn serabut la throughout this week.. sangat semak! and of course, aku sendiri pun tak tahu kenapa.. lately ni macam sensitive, i can't accepts criticism towards me (eventhough it's for something good).. and banyak laaaaa..


what else to write?? seee.. nak tulis pun tiba-tiba pulak out of ideas.. tadi berlambak je..
takpelaa.. stop dulu.. daaa

Cinta Sempurna

Aku manusia lemah

Selalu terjatuh

Berbeda aku darimu

Kau berdiri teguh..

Aku serba tiada

Aku kekurangan

Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan..

Sempurnanya sifatmu

Tulusnya hati

Jujurnya niatmu

Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku

Kerna aku tak mampu 'tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu..

darimu..

Bukan aku tak pernah

Mengerti dirimu

Ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan

Aku...

Hilangkan rasa itu

Akhirkan semua

Dan bila kau sedar

Aku hilang dari kewujudan...

3 in 1 - boleh x?

urrghhh!!!!


sungguh tidak mempunyai banyak masa untuk meng'update'kan blog aku ni. But always trying my best la..


yesterday aku rasa nothing much la yang jadi.. nothing interesting to share about..


Today?? yeah.. maybe.. my family left Malaysia for Umrah this evening.. sangat sedih because tak dapat ikut. To do Umrah and Haji with hubby is one of my dream after marriage.. hehe.. wish we could fly there too.. unfortunately, with limited number of annual leave given by the company, dapat pegi airport tengok they all berangkat pun jadi laaaa... sedih gila ayat.. ayat org pasrah.. huhuhu


Tomorrow will come.. in fact, it does!! and it is 19 hours more to the so-called bowling tournament.. huhuhu.. after 9 years of not touching the ball, hope i still can make it la tomorrow.. aiyakk!! seram kauu...



ok la.. mata aku ngantuk.. tapi perut aku lapar.. still waiting for hubby to come home.. lambat la pulekkkkk... ish..


ok.. gtg.. while waiting, apa salahnya if aku lelapkan mata sekejap.. huhuhu... daaa..

-Acute Tonsillitis-

I have less work today compared to the other day, but i cant say anything much jugak la.. sometimes, i thought i have no works, tp, after lunch je, there were like macam2 hal yang datang.. huhuhu..



i was about to go out dah tadi.. to get some fruits.. i kan nk diet.. then kena tunggu cik yaya pulak..



"nak tunjuk muka kat boss" katanye.. whatever la kn..





last month, i found out that aku dapat tonsil.. huhu.. the doctor siap buat drawing lagi kat aku since dia rasa cam aku nampak blur kn.. lol. she just said, the tonsil almost nk sentuh my anak tekak, and it can be very dangerous la as it can block your breathing. Memang pun...



ok la.. i did took the medicaton.. then afta that, since the painful was gone, aku dgn bangganya ingat, my tonsil pn gone la.. until one day, after i had 1 big bekas of keropok keping with hubby, tekak aku rasa pedih balik.. "shit la... it comes again"..
so, apa lag kan, Lourdes!!! here i come!!..

with the same doctor but different time, she said "i refer you to hospital Serdang ye for surgery".. and i was like "............"... (padan jugak muka aku sebenarnya.. teringin nk masuk hospital kan?? hah.. hamik kauuu)...


so, now, aku tgh berpantang laa.. no more ice cold.. no more spicy foods, no more oily foods (tapi skrg sedang menikmati nugget and sausage haha)


whatever la kan...


ok la.. gtg.. daaaa...