2010 resolution(s)???

Its the 8th day of 2010, and now only i have at least few minutes to think about my 2010 resolution (s), which i think that i don't have any..LOL.. - padahal, aku dah started to get bored already in this training room.

plus, i donn't want to get frustrated when i can't achieve everything (non actually - LOL) that i've been aimed, and i think it should be a "good" reason for me to not having any resolutions..

V(=n_n=)V

and as far as i know, i NEVER have any resolution lah when it comes to new year.. huhu.. because for me, when you wish to do something or when there's something come up in your mind, it doesn't mean that you have to wait for new year to come and make it as your new year target lah kononnye.. dawh...

But this year rasanye macam nk try out something new..hehe.. to have few so called belated new year resolutions (very yo-yo-oo)

so, i think listed below would be something that i've been wanting lah actually from the past few years, and also some new wants jugaklah kot (macam2 aku ni)..

1. 1st and going to be forever 1st, i want to be K.U.R.U.S lah.. hell yeah! i can say that i put on my weight everyday tau, eventhough i decided to skip my meal. Kononnya dengan penuh harapan i can manage to reduce my weight la by skipping my meal. But, sengih je la kan.. Ha, yesterday i saw this The biggest Loser tips.. they wrote on the TV screen, "skipping your meals is not the right way in loosing weight as our body need food to increase the metabolism to burn the fat" .. hmmm.. no wonder la im getting bigger and bigger...

2. Get to be permanent quick!!.

yeah!! TM requires you to be in probation/contract for 1 Y.E.A.R ok.. which i think it might takes you to feel like 1000 years to reach a year.. haha.. faham tak? nvm..

3. This one rasanya macam malu jugak nak tulis, but, since mcm dah semangat nak list down the resolution, so, better proceed je la kan..
hah, this time, i think... heheeh.. (malu lar..).. ok..ok.. (mengada la hajar ni).. ok.. this year, with god's willing, i want to have a kid.. my age pn dah 25 years and 23 days (still tak nak ngaku 26 - haha).. and i guess, my parents pun dh kebulur sangat nak cucu - sampai my birthday wish pun my mom wrote "moga cepat bagi kami cucu" .. owh, im touched.... padahal, stress je.. tengah trying hard la dengan husband ni.. tapi yela.. i thought, making kids ni senang.. but actually, it's not easy as what you think la. Take considerations on few things lah basically. If both of you (meaning you and hubby) is not working, so, shouldn't be a problem la the make out every night pun.. but, if both are working, aku rasa, jam 10 dah sangap dah.. and you'll high value your sleeping time. So, hari yang boleh dikatakan betul2 free, weekend aje lah.. itu pun, need to take consideration on your waktu subur ke, waktu tak subur ke and bla..bla..bla.. haaaa...

If you're really lucky enough, then you dapat la.. if not, what else we can say kan?

Donia..donia... orang yang susah dapat anak, bukan main desperate lagi nak anak... tp, those yang have no problem at all to have kids, selamba je main buang2 anak la.. abortion la.. haih.. ok.. merapu already..

wish that this little one is mine!!

4. I want to get a new car.. hehehe.. seriously, now i can say that i'm still searching for the right car to choose, eventhough me and hubby already found out the right car to buy.. well, the one tha have been chosen pun bukanlah a luxury car. Well, it just a car that is suitable for long haul.. not so expensive, and not so cheap too, but, the car's specification really had touched my heart..wah gitu.. well.. it's just a car that is simple and smart, enough said.. haha

5. I want to get myself a Blackberry phone! haha.. people might say "lambat la minah ni, orang dah guna lama dah" or, maybe "outdated la pempuan ni", but i tell you what.. ada aku kesah??? haha.. at first i just want to stick on what i have, but finally, after been working here in TM, i realize that a Blacberry phone is important so that i can retrieve my email whenever where i am.. well, i want to get that phone, for job purpose.. bukan untuk bergaya semata-mata ye encik2 and puan2.. like most of young executive la kononnye.. beli phone mahal2 bagai nak rak, but what is the purpose of it? none.. paling2 pun bukak FB..hahha...bluerkk.. show off... konon nak tunjuk dia banyak duit, and up to date and bla..bla..bla.. puh-lease..........

Hmmmm... what else?? thinking..thinking.. *perah otak session*..

well, i think itu ajela kot so far yang ada dalam my head *wink..wink..*.. 5 ni pun belum tentu tercapai, inikan lagi 10 or 20 resolutions?? huhuhu.. wait for next year la pulak kot.. hahaha

ok la.. rasa macam nak lelap mata sekejap before the training continues.. adeehh.. when it will end la!!

*yawn*


It's freaking boring here in this Peridot room. Required to attend the GEMS Training Programme in TM Annexe 2, with only 6 people in this room? and it supposed to be like 21 people! Where are the rest?? - on the way.
If we look back during school time (or at least during our college time), punctuality is the MOST important of all. *sigh*


Gosh.. I just couldn't stop from yawning, plus it's raining out there.. and of course, i can only think of my bed right now - daahhh...


*looking at my laptop bag*
I'm supposedly to leave my bag in the car, since im not going to use it today (due to the training course that i'm currently attending. But unfortunately, as advised by one of my office mate, its not safe for me to leave my laptop in the car, eventhough in Menara TM compound (except their basement parking). Haih, i thought, the parking management should take care all the cars eventhough segala berlaku adalah bukan tanggungjawab kami, but atas dasar kemanusiaan, why not kan.. tolong jaga.. bukannya orang lain.. staff jugak..
Nak parking kat basement??? huhuhu.. you may get the parking if you reach menara TM at 7 or 7.30am in the morning.. or else, you may passing by only lah..


haih, ok.. time to focus now... should i feel bored again, feel free to write craps in this.. LOL

*mode geram*

ooo..yes!! am pretty upset with TM Point Cyberjaya today, especially the guy yang called me up tu la.. luckily you're not in front of me la man.. or else, free-free je dapat amukan puaka dari aku (maklumla.. sejak kahwin mak makin garang nyah)..

The story macam ni la.. i overlooked my streamyx bill, so, ade the month tu tak bayar, jadi outstanding la kan.. ok, i understand that. So, i found the bill, and pagi-pagi lagi datang office, i terus pegi bayar la the bill kat menara TM punya TM point ni. Alaaa..sebulan je pun outstandingnya.. bukan setahun...

Then, around 12pm camtu, the guy called me la.. and asked, who is Mr.Marzuki Abdullah and i was like ???? that's my apak and apa kena mengena dengan aku??.. eyh, susahla nak explain like this, to make it easier, below is the conversation between me and Mr.T tu la ye..

Me : Hello??

Mr.T : Hello, saya dari TM Cyberjaya, boleh saya tahu siapa En.Marzuki Abdullah? (without telling his name)

Me : ??? (amboi mamat ni, CSI ke?) En.Marzuki? Ayah saya la.. kenapa??

Mr.T : Ok, saya nak bagitahu, bill telefon ada outstanding of RM78.11, dan sila buat pembayaran secepat mungkin ye.

Me : ???? what do you mean outstanding? saya dah settlekan semua bill pagi tadi.

Mr.T : Dah settlekan? berapa awak bayar?

Me : RM145.11 la.. yang tertunggak RM78.11 and current charge.

Mr.T : ok.. kat mana bayar tu?

Me : ??? (u can retrieve all the info pe?) Menara TM.

Mr.T : Oooo..ye..ye..ok.. terima kasih.

Me : ???? (what the f%&k!)

Memang la if baca from the conversation apala sangat kan.. tapi, on the customer side, i agak bengang jugak. Yela.. you as a customer service people, nak tanya customer, ask in a proper way la.. gaya bahasa tu kasi lawa sikit la..

and another thing, setiap customer service people, they are able to retrieve all customer's info from their system.. from A - Z.. so, there is no single reason why you have to call up the customer just because to ask whether do they have paid? how much they pay? where and when and etc. Everything is on your fingertips and that's why i sangat tak boleh terima kenapa the guy kena call me up!

Furthermore, before you nak call the customer, you kena check dulu the account.. bukan call dulu then baru terhegeh-hegeh nak check account. Huh..bodoh ke bangang??

haih.. donia..donia..

So, at the end of the day, tak pasal-pasal the guy dapat nama timangan from me, which is Mr.T.. as in MR.TAIK!!!

whoaaa... i'm in office actually right now.. and i have about 40 minutes to go before i can call it a day. But, i can see that my tanduk setan dah keluar agak tinggi jugak.. so, i rasa i nak blah sekarang jugak. Hopefully tak kantoi with my apak la.. ngeh..ngeh..ngeh.. no way la kan.. i'm in menara TM.. my apak is in Menara Annexe 1.. ala.. located next to Menara TM je pun (macam jauh je cakap..huhuhu) .. But at least the probability of terserempak with him is very low la kan.. but next year, my apak punya department will permenantly move back to level 9 menara TM, so, rasanya, not so high risk jugak, medium la maybe.. because, my office is in level 54.. and he's going to be in level 9, so, definitely we are using different lift la.. heheheheh... i loike..

eyh..ok la.. i got to go now.. nak balik la... bosan.. daaaa...

to its end..

Today is 3rd of December in the year of 2009. Can’t believe that the year of 2009 is almost to its end and 2010 is on the way to rise and shine up, and it will be the beginning of my so-called new life. Is that my new ‘azam’ for next year?. It could be possible thus I really am seriously looking forward to change my life to the better.


I just had started my career as an Assistant Manager Business Operation 4, Global Alliance with TM Global on the 1st of December 2009, which falls exactly on my mother’s birthday. And I believe that it could be the priceless gift for my awesome mother. I’m definitely grateful to god for giving me the chance of making my parents are proud of me which we might not getting the chance all the time because it’s not easy to make people happy. For now on, I’m hoping for something good in future. Success in career, to have kids and happy family, to be a good Muslim and to balance myself, especially when it comes to religious part. I think I should make a move now. I have to move up to another step in order to makes my life fully blessed by God.


hmmm... what else to talk about? I'm currently doing nothing in my office as my manager is somewhere in Cyberjaya right now. Meeting the client. And tomorrow i'll be in Menara TM for the whole day. Totally running out of ideas what will be next tomorrow. Hopefully there's something for me to learn. At least i can have a iew of my job responsibilities and able to understand every single things that have been raised up during the meeting. If tak, melopong je.. hehe..


Anyway, another 30 minutes to go, and as i cna see outside, its going to rain in any minutes now. Luckily i have my umbrella with me. Yeah.. going to walk to my car all over from the Plaza VADS carrying 2 laptop!! hah! they should inform me earlier about giving me the laptop so that will not bring my own! and now see what happen???!!! senget my bahu!!


think i got to go now. Will be contibue soon.

Those Good Old Days

Name : Siti Hajar Binti Marzuki

Age : 24 going to 25

DOB : 16 December 1984

POB : Pasir Puteh, Kelantan

Marital Status : Married

Uni : BA (HONS) International Business, University of East London.

Diploma in Business Studies, Universiti Teknologi Mara.

High school (s) : Sek Men Keb Seafield (Form 6 - 2 weeks only)

Sek Men Keb Subang Utama (1997 - 2001)

Primary School (s) : Sek Ren SS19 ('96)

why did i higlighted the primary school (s) part? because, whenever people ask me regarding my primary school, SS19 will be the one that came out from my mouth. But i think i almost forgot that i actually have another school, where i've spent almost 70% of my primary time in that place, which is the Sek Ren Sultan Sulaiman 1, Kuala Terengganu.

Recently i found one of my x-schoolmate in SS1.. He's not only my x-schoolmate, but also used to be my classmate and neighbour back in Kuala Terengganu about 14 years ago. What a miracle actually.. Haha yela.. i didn't expect to jumpa balik those yang SS1-ians.. from his page if found this what so-called as "xssone" group, belongs to batch 91-96, which is my batch la.. amazing.. hahaha..

Glad that i still can remember few of them.. it is just that, they aren't remember me.. Maybe i tak habiskan most of my primary years in SS1, whereby they all membesar bersama-sama.. perhaps.. anyway, i really am hoping that i can find more friends from SS1, like few of them who i still can remember.. like Nur Sahara.. Munirah.. lagi siapa ye? owh.. Nina.. and ramai lagi.. unable to recall the name..

Talking about Munirah.. i takdela rapat sangat dengan die.. but, the reason why i still can remember her name, Munirah was known as a girl who is very quiet.. we hardly can hear she speak.. full of gold in her mouth..haha.. i dont know.. but that is Munirah.. cikgu selalu marah dia because whenever the teacher ask her to read from the book, no one can hear her voice.. in fact, no one knows whether does she really read or miming??? only she and god knows.. Anyway, been thinking.. how is she now.. is she is still like before?? quiet.. lone ranger.. really hope to see her..

Whatever it is, the Sultan Sulaiman 1 memories will be always perfectly glued in my mind... how can i just forget the place where i got my first lesson in facing the real world.. one fine day, i'll pay a visit to the school..

May Allah Bless

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W.E.E.K.E.N.D

Weekend at home..

Nothing much.. my in laws are here to spend their weekend, which is ok la kn..

anyway, going out for awhile.. toodles!!

DULL

Gosh! im so not in the mood today for blogging. LAZY is the perfect words to me as i cant think of any juicy stories to share. My brain is totally blank and.... yeah... im so sleepy..

What a bored saturday...

urghhhh.. i need something interesting!!! PLEASE!!!!!