Bismillah....


Dedicated to:-

My all: Masrizwan Mohamed

The wonderful people who picked up my pieces and glued it back together with tender-loving-care, patience and unconditional love, my anchor throughout the storm and turbulence: Mak and Ayah

My lifeguards: Angah, Acik, Adik and Baby Ily

My silver-lining bearers: jah

My very own Godsent blessings: Anis, Kak Hannan, Salmi, Jaz

My cruthes: people who cares.

Allah protects those spreading love through
its glory
Where are those who love one another through
my glory?
Today i shall give them shade in
my shade, its being a day when
there is no shade, but my my shade.
It was related by Al-Bukhari (also by Malik)

Everybody is talking about the death of late Michael Jackson. Here and there, every angle of the world. But the lost of him is undeniable. God had created us and he can take it back without a sign. Eventhough i'm not a big fan of MJ, still, i can feel the sadness of loosing him in the industry yet, i'm happy that died in Islam.
He was born in 1958, same year as my mom. It clearly shows, bukan yang tua saja akan mati, kanak-kanak juga mati, kita yang muda juga boleh mati.. it is just a matter of time.. when and where.. only god knows. Grateful to god as my mom is still here in this world with me, with dad and sisters.
Anyway, last night, i've read my diary and i did wrote something in it. Was thinking to write in this blog and share it to anyone who passing by this page (if any).

you call it boring
you call it drama
you call it cliche
you call it too much spice
as for me
i call it L.I.F.E..

WELCOME ABOARD

"... ini hikayat sebuah bicara..
bicara bumbung namanya..."

Al-Ankabut (29 : 2)
~ Adakah mereka merasakan mereka telah beriman sedangkan mereka belum di uji? ~
(ayat yang di pegang sebagai pengubat luka bila hati di uji.. when faith is put at test. Sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang2 yang sabar.. itu janji-Nya)

hidup kita tak selalunya lawa, tak selalunya ada pelangi. Kalau nak kata a bed of roses pun, duri-durinya tetap ada.. kan?
Kadang-kadang, calamity tu datang and waktu tu kita rasa macam kena gelek ke bumi oleh ahli sumo.
rasa macam dah tak mampu nak bangkit. Giving up will come at this time.
Tapi, waktu apa pun yang jadi, ingat apa yang Dia selalu pesan ~ Allah takkan bebankan hambanya dengan apa yang hambanya tak mampu..
no matter what, no matter when, no matter when it doesn't at all make sense. DO NOT LEAVE YOUR LOVE LETTER'S COMPILATION (i.e like kita punya ultimate life manual, the Quran). It is the last thread to sanity even if everything else failed.

bak kata Hemingway

"life breaks us all, but its in the end, we are stronger in the broken places"
and true... things are easier said than done. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi nahu yang pikul..
yakinlah pada Dia.. Allah Azzawajalla...

may allah bless
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