MALAS

yeah! being MALAS in awesome! Don't you think so?
think about it.. of what? Being Malas lah! apa lagi....


1. When you feel so malas to wash all your clothes.. instead of you wash it on your own, send it to kedai dobi aje..

2. When you feel so malas to cook... kedai mamak is open 24-7, you may choose.. har..har..har..

3. When you feel so malas to wash all the pinggan mangkuk.... pinggan and mangkuk polystyrene kan banyak kat kedai, guna those ajela.. nyeh..nyeh..nyeh..

4. When you feel malas to wash your car.... apa lagi.. car wash ajela...10 hengget aje...

5. When you feel so malas to drive... ask your husband to drop you office kat office.. habis cerita...

6. When you feel so malas to eat... think of to be on diet.. konon ajelaa..

What else?
that's the only yang aku dapat think of.. can you???
ok, it's time to get back to work.... buhbye!!

:: Kampung Boy ::

owh well, i'm so in the mode of the LAT-the Town Boy.. Heh.. it reminds me of my childhood time.. Where my dad always buy me the books. Hey! it cost you big notes during my time in the 90s. Bangga habis la bila dapat buku Town Boy ke, Kampung Boy ke, whether in malay or english version, as long as it's LAT! Nak buat camne.. i never had a chance to live in kampung, and feel the surroundings.. setakat setahun sekali balik kampung for raya, doesn't bring anything..

Now i'm in the process of collecting it back!. I want to make it as my collection.. for myself and my future kid/kids..

I don't think that my kid(s) would have the opportunity to feel the kampung life. Aku sendiri pun not fully dapat rasa, apa lagi anak-anak aku kan..

Perhaps, the books might help. To give the rough views of it.. Bahagianya hidup di kampung.. no massive traffic, no dirty air, no big buildings.. haih~...

:: July ::

June ends! and here comes the July.
Been busy these past few days, so, i don't have much time to talk craps in this blog.
Anyway, many things happened, and it's just too many things that i want to write here. but i don't know on where to start, and which one should i touch first. Well, i decided to write on the selected stories only. Konon nak jaga perasaan orang lain yang probably akan accidentally perasan yang aku ni cakap pasal dia. This is what will happen if that person perasaan yang dia tu besar sangat. And let say if he/she does feel that i write about him/her, there's only one word i wan't to say... "change" ..
Let's go through one by one. Hope i can finish off everything by today.

1

:: bEing aN eNthusiasT once in A wHiLe iS sOmeThing pELik in mY LiFe ::

:: iT is So PathEtiC wHen yoU havE to Had onE bAd dAy and This iS hOw yoU fEeL wHen tHe fEeLiNg cOnqUeRs yoU eNtireLy::

*sms*

tuuut...tuuut..tuuut...

sender : watsup

me: wats down

sender: r u ok?

me: not really. Not so in the mood.

sender: with work?

me: nah.. not really. Im not 'in' today.

sender: wanna chill?

me: where to?

sender: anywhere u wish.

me: pick me up?

sender: where ya at now?

me: menara TM lor... where else i could be.

sender: sure.. what time?

*staring blankly at the monitor*

me: dude.. dont think can make it. Got lotsa things need to be sort out.

sender: well, ok.. r you sure u'r ok?

me: arrrghhh!! don't ask it again. i can assure u that i'm always ok eventhough i'm not.

sender: im leaving back this weekend.

me: really? so when will u come back again?

sender: depends on my work there. if i can manage to pick a slot, i'll come back again..hehe

me: sure you will.

sender: thinking of sending me to airport?

me: can't promise. I have fmly event on that day at my in-laws.

sender: got it! nvm!

me: u sure it's ok? but if u really insist, will drop there for a few minutes.

sender: don't trouble urself. Soon or later i'll still come back pe...

me: ya..ya..ya.. unless if u marry the mat salleh..LOL

sender: obviously NO!

me: Dude.. gtg..

sender: aite, will text u before i leave

me: noted! tc!

HELP !! HELP !!

Help the seacucumber get back to his house!!

LOL..

sangat takde keje kan..

:: run-a-way ::

today's update!,


so not in the mood of writing. I have so many aches today. Headache, backache, stomachache and blah..blah..blah..


Just want to update on certain things, and they are;

1.

The bibik, with her own willingness, has ran away from the house.

2.

Soon, my family is going to have a new bibik.

Bongok tak bibik kitorang? she stayed with us for 5 years already, and because of tangkap cintun, sanggup lari kan diri..

Anyway, kitorg pun tak kisah either, because she has this kind of attitude yang selalu buat aku naik hangin!! huh..

ok, will continue later.

:: awwww!! nyah!!

Just now i was kononnya nak do some cleaning la dalam laptop aku.. Dah ada macam-macam jenis pic yg ada.. yang cun, yg cantik, yang huduh, yg lucah... opss.. itu takde ok dalam simpanan.. Gila??? LOL..



masa tengah syiok tengok gambar one by one, suddenly i saw this one pic yang memang one of my best kenangan la kot. It was freaking hillarious as we were required to transform husband masing-masing from a really tough man to a WOMAN ! LOL.. I wasn't really prepared actually, that's why aku makeup husband aku agak buruk.. *cubaan utk beralasan*.. plus, aku memang out la kot bab-bab nak make up orang ni.. *beralasan lagi*...

si ayu dan si vogue

:: Kau pergi jua.... ::

Another family finally peacefully passed away today at 3.30Pm.. It is Mokwo.. eventhough mokwo bukanlah nenek aku atau pun moyang aku, tapi, oleh kerana ikatan persahabatan keluarga yang amat kuat, mokwo bukanlah orang lain buat aku sekeluarga.. Mokwo seperti nenek ku juga..

Kenangan aku dengan mokwo tak banyak.. sebab kami jarang jumpa.. and aku pun jarang balik kampung.. 2 kali stahun.. itu perkara biasa.. Bila usia makin meningkat dewasa, makin kuranglah aku jumpa arwah mokwo kat kampung..

waktu aku kecik dulu, memang banyak kenangan aku dengan mokwo.. lebih-lebih lagi kat rumah usang itu.. kenangan aku, lisa, Mat and kak chik dengan arwah mokwo.. terlalu banyak.. Those memories are keep playing now in my mind.. tapi aku tak mampu nak tulis..

Keletah zaman kanak-kanak kami dengan arwah mokwo.. Kami buat mokwo melatah, kami buat mokwo ketawa.. kami buat mokwo marah, dan kami juga buat mokwo tak senang duduk.. Bubur nasi mokwo buat... sangat sedap.. walaupun kami berkongsi makan 4 orang..tapi bubur itu air tangan mokwo.. Bila badan aku sakit, mesti mokwo yang aku cari.. mokwo urut.. mokwo tekan.. sakit.. tapi nikmat lega tu tuhan saja yang tahu.. Indahnya zaman kanak-kanak dengan mokwo..

Makin lama, pendengaran mokwo pun dah tak elok lagi.. Kalau nak cakap dengan mokwo, kena kuatkan suara.... lucu melihat gelagat mokwo bila mokwo tak dengar apa yang orang tanya padanya.. Bila orang tanya "mokwo sihat tak?", mokwo senyum je.. maklumla.. tak dengar.. hehehe... orang semua ketawa.. orang kata "mokwo tak berapa dengar tu..kena jerit sikit.." ... bila kuatkan suara, baru mokwo jawab.. "sihat...." dan mokwo senyum lagi... Manis senyuman mokwo...

Bila sampai masa untuk aku pulang ke KL, mokwo mesti datang rumah ayah ngah untuk ucap selamat jalan pada kami.. Aku suka cium pipi mokwo.. lepas cium pipi mokwo, benda wajib yang aku buat, cubit pipi mokwo... mokwo ketawa sambil tepuk pipi aku.. Ketawa itu....... masih bermain-main di telinga aku..

.......................................... Tapi lepas ni, aku dah tak boleh usik mokwo lagi.. aku dah tak boleh dengar mokwo melatah lagi... aku dah tak boleh cubit pipi mokwo lagi... and... aku dah tak boleh cium pipi mokwo lagi... Mokwo dah tinggalkan kami buat selama-lamanya..

Namun, aku redha dengan ketentuan tuhan.. semua orang akan mati.. cuma kali ini giliran mokwo..

sebagai cucu, aku hanya mampu untuk mendoakan kesejahteraan mokwo di sana.. semoga mokwo di tempatkan dikalangan Al-Jannah.. semoga rumah baru mokwo sentiasa cerah diterangi dgn amalan2 mokwo ketika hayatnya masih ada.. semoga mokwo dijauhkan dari segala seksaan alam barzakh... amin ya-rabb al'alamin..

:: Saturday ::

weekend yang maveles.. haha..


sangat la kononnya.. Tapi guess what, hari ni satu hari kat dalam bilik je dengan hubby. Hoits!! jangan fikir bukan-bukan.. kami tak buat apa-apa.. Hubby spent most of time fixing on the lappy, and me? on FB.. haha.. terukkan..



ok la.. tiba-tiba malas nk continue updating it. Esok la ye.. daaaaa...

:: Welkam.. Welkam ::

Wuuuhhuuuuu!!!!!! Eventhough i think that you think my world isn't crazy, but who cares?? hahaha.. menyampah tak? menyampah tak? hehe

anyway, this is my 3rd updates of today.. for the first time ok, aku sangat rajin meng'update'kan semua yang jadi today.. Ekceli, nampak sangat la kan yang hari ni macam ala-ala takde kerja kan.. V(^_^)V..

eyh, sape kata.. hari ini aku menjadi efisyen, menyiapkan semua kerja di awal pagi sebelum the TT Session with the VP (without taking into count yg pending...)

ok la.. all those can be clear out by next week.. this weekend i would probably stay at home and just do whatever i wanna do.. hehe..

owh, lari topic lagi..

ekceli, my last update for today ni nk dedicate to our new Global Alliances GM, En.Ariffin..

hehe.. itu je...

ok la.. its 6.46 already.. what am i still doing here?? its Friday.. working hour ends at 5.. hehe.. see..how good am i.. ok la..chow...

:: CHELSEA ::

:: TT Session ::

Well.. updates of today..

Ok.. Before i proceed with my craps, i think i need to confess on something.. Ekceli, i did tried to be ala-ala matured sikit in writing.. I mean.. kononnya nak banyakkan using those bombastic malay words, ayat-ayat bunga sikit.. hehe Unfortunately, things didn't work out. Aku tetap aku ok.. No matter what. Muka macam aku ni, memang lambat la nak menggunakan bahasa dengan betul. Ok.. that's pathetic. Poor me la kan.. Dulu cikgu ajar tak nak dengar.. Ayah beli buku teks, tapi i left it at home and claimed that "cikgu tak guna buku teks".. alasan apakah?? thus, i got B3 for my BM in SPM (I deserved that la kan).. Still, I'm proud with it.. at least i passed with flying colours.. LOL..

My uncle did say something to me back in 1999, when i received my PMR result.. LOL.. He said, "Shame on you as a malay and muslim.. Your BM and Agama results should be far better than BI" .. huhu.. as i got B for my BM and Agama, and an A for my English Language..

well, i did counter back on his statement.. he shouldn't blame it on me, but the person who design the questions, til i found it easier than BM.. wattodo..

The Agama tu another story laa.. even i didn't get good results for Agama, it doesn't mean that aku ni jahil.. It just that I'm not good in memorizing the history of para2 Nabi and sahabat semua tu.. and that is also why, I can't be a lawyer.. LOL.. tiba-tiba pulak..

ENOUGH!! enough of mengenang kembali zaman sekolah..

Tengok... saya sudah melalut dengan jayanya.. Lari tajuk dah..

I went for the Teh Tarik Session with the TMG Vice Precident.. There were about 13 - 15 of us in that session from various of unit/department under TMG.. It is an informal session where they have makan-makan sambil borak-borak and updating one another.

Ekceli, aku tak tahu pun nak update apa about the session.. nothing much, but there is one thing that i like during the session, which when the VP mentioned that he wanted to change the level 54th environement, and he already got it started with one big Man U flag.. Urghhh!! go die you Man U! LOL.. Go Go the Blues!!!! hehe..

i was thinking too untuk tampal one CHELSEA flag, since there were numbers of CHELSEA fans too, tp, belum sempat nak cakap, he said "they are welcome to place any other football flags, but with 1 condition, the flag must not be bigger than ManU flag that have been placed".. ok.. what kind of condition is that.. sangat tidak adil itu Mr.VP..hahaha..

Siapa aku.....

Aku bukanlah seorang yang pandai dalam mengarang kata-kata.. and aku bukanlah seorang yang bijak menyusun ayat-ayat puitis. Aku adalah aku.. seorang anak sulung yang essentially agak keras kepala, stubborn, day-dreamer, lazy, hot-tempered, loud, etc.. Tapi, siapa je yang tahu bahawa aku sebenarnya adalah seorang yang sensitive, kind-hearted, soft-spoken, shy, mudah mengalah, tak boleh tengok kesusahan orang lain, etc... even my parents can't figure it out. Pelik kan? I was kinda having this so-called split personality (not much).. I'm different at home, and different at the outside.. faham tak? tak? nevermind.. leave it..



aku tiba-tiba rasa nak berubah. This is it. To make some changes in me even though not too drastic. Baru aku sedar, all these while aku bukanlah aku. And it makes me pause for few second to actually figure out who am i previously.

Even me myself is unable to think about it. Perhaps i may need someone to tell me who i was before.

Technically, i'm not satisfied with myself. There are whole lots of things that i want to achive in life and i want to be totally a new me by end of this year. I can't stand to be like this anymore where sometimes i can't find my momentum in life.

I think god had already done something to me.. kalau tak, macamana aku boleh terfikir untuk ubah diri aku untuk menjadi aku yang sebenarnya.

Susah.?? memang.. this will be one new cabaran for me.. whether i can make it or not? lets leave it to god's will, and my discipline... Insyaallah..

My 5th yEAr aNniVerSaRy

it's good to know that finally my relationship with my hubby is 5 years of age now. It's unbelievable to me eventhough people out there find it "so what?"... huhu..
*ada aku kisah kau kisah?" - that would be my answer to those who feels berbulu with my anniversary statement.


and next week, will be my 1st year or marriage anniversary pulak. So, next time, mabye we can celebrate 2 anniversaries in one shot. Save time and money of course... hehe..

Actually, up till now, whenever i give a look to my husband, i always ask him.. "knp saya kahwin dgn awak ye?" .. well.. it's not that i'm not happy to be married with him, it's just that, i couldn't believe that i'm actually a wife to a husband..haha.. perasan muda... haruslah..

because, dulu.. aku selalu la kn jugak berangan kan.. hehe.. selalu berangan macamana la rupa husband aku.. how would my marriage life' gonna be, how many kids i have, what kind of house im gonna stay in and bla..bla..bla..bla.. and here comes.. the reality.. hoho..

but still.. bersyukur jugaklah.. at least i can say that i'm still having a normal or usual life as newly wed couples.. duuhh..

huh.. i think i should make a move now.. its time to say sayonara to office.. and hello HOME!

special treatment for hubby?? heheh.. will see then.. xoxo

Life rolls like a bowling ball

it has been 3 days i'm not touching my lappy to pretend rajin like i always did, and to update my blog. Had my bowling tournament with the PROPERD at the Flamingo on Saturday. Giving my all out lah i think, eventually, winning is not on my side as my team went as 1st team from behind kot. It was very frustrated by the way. But game is a game. Menang and kalah adat pertandingan.. chewahh.. *pretend to be positive pulak..padahal.. before the game formally end aku dh chow masuk kereta... crying*.. hey! come on.. worst personal record ok! i was like "OMG!! waddefak!!".. it was my 'su-wei' day la kot.. Yela.. morning we went to help out my cousin basuh rumah baru dia in Bandar Puteri. So, aku kena menyental sana sini, it may looks easy, but, lenguhnya, tuhan aje yang tahu.. we reached home around 5.45pm, and we only have 1 hour to rest before the game.. *shoite*

Currently Listening to : Bossanova


Current mood : Gedix! LOL


I don't know why, but in the Gedix mood that is.. This week can be called as my most challenging week ever. With lots of things happened.. and if i really am a good novelist, i can make money you see!! unfortunately, i'm not, so, forget it lah.. Tried once to make my so-called novel, tapi, at the end of the day, aku entah kemana, novel pun entah ke mana..LOL.. ok that's not funny at all.. who cares after all kan?


Anyway, i think i had a good weak too eventhough sometimes it went down badly. Well, that's what we called as life. It goes up and down, and it fully depending on you on how to bring up the momentum together.. betul tak? But nevermind.. lets leave it behind.. i dont want to think about it anymore..


Well, i think i had good companion.. from Alia.. Mila.. my hubby, Zu.. Anis.. Kak Hannan and many more!! hey you guys!! you guys rawk!!!!!!!! Thank you for making my life meaningful.. gossips sharing, launghter, ideas, great weekend.. gosh.. those are TRAINTASTIC!! *akibat menonton katun keretapi yg cumel itu*...


anyway, before my merapuness takes place... ou know what, the clock strikes number 5 and 6 already.. so, its time for me to take my ass off from here.. hoho..


so, we continue merapu esok je la ye.. yeay!!! TGIF guys!!!

Dedicated To Those Who Act like LaLaLa L.A.L.A.T

To those who thinks that he/she never see any lalat or even do not know how lalat looks like, so, this is how the lalat looks like.. I even drag the picture to be even bigger, so that you don't have to widely open up your pretty eyes to look at it.. (see.. how good i am to make your life easy..)

From the past few days, i've gone through some complicatons with few guys who like to make things complicated at the end.. But too bad because i guess, i really am pretty lazy to write about it now because all i can say is, aku tadak nafsu untuk recall balik story2 busuk ni... But all the things that i wanna do is, just to bagi nasihat to you guys.... and the advice is gonna sounds like this....

"there's is no valid reason for you to response on something that

is not directly dedicated to you and even there's got NOTHING to do with you.

Trying to be a defender to someone that so called to be the one who you care the most or perhaps your good friend, is not

the good steps taken as it may leads you to be seen as an IDIOT in other word..

If you're not invited to be in the situation,

the most brilliant thing for you to do is.....

S.T.A.Y .. A.W.A.Y

I believe you're not the pesky lalat right??

or even if you're is,

for the sake of your own pride,

you dont have to campur tangan in other people punya hal..

So, as said by the late MJ, remember to always think twice...."

The most long advice given by me dalam abad ini.. har..har..har..

i never write such that long....

.... haih... i think, i'd rather go and prepare my dinner than talking craps here... because, i think, to write something about someone who can be classify as TAK RETI BAHASA and TAK TAHU MALU is sangat buang masa and tenaga.. lalat....... biaselaaa...

While the rest of my finger bows, the MIDDLE one stands tall, and THAT is for YOU!

yeah.. for you!! and you deserves that walaupun aku rasa ekceli you deserves MOREEE... Dah la poyo nak mamps.. siap bawak lalat tu.... haii.. coward... you're a coward man!! and yg sekor tu pulak, memang la dasar lalat muka tak malu.. out of the blue tiba-tiba muncul and menyemak dengan ayat yang macam bagus tu.. owh.. i forgot.. lalat kan... dia pedulik hape.. semua pun sambar ajeeee...

owh, now i know what to call those people yg ntah hape2 ni.. lalat... by taking considerations own lalat's attitude etc.. berbaloi-baloi......

Please la.. aku tahu lah kau tak puas hati dengan aku kan..kononnya aku ni "memfitnah".. ye la..mulut jahat senang... tapi kau jangan lupa laa.. kau tu pun sama tak reti bahasa.. Dah aku explain kat kau panjang lebar, tapi tak faham2 jugak.. Banggakan sangat dengan pemikiran sempit kau tu.. Adnan sempit pun tak macam kau.. Come on la.. kau nak suruh aku cakap bahasa apa baru kau nak faham?? owwwh... ye la... aku explain in malay language.. apa barang bahasa melayu kan.. kau layan english language aje kn... cm yg kat bawah ni.....

"Apa yg susah....

Example : Pada suatu hari ali dan abu berjalan-jalan....

kemudian ternampak tupai yg melompat-lompat....

sample jer....street to the point je lah......huh!

mana mahu larik.......semua org baca kat sini....

kesian YL aku....."

and....

"i'm no blame u coz u are good speaker....

but urs friend....Thanks....peace..."

hoho...banyak kali aku kena kaji the words written.. and aku tak tahu la kan, berapa lama dia nak karang ayat bombastic macam tu.. sampai orang pun tak faham. (orang terdekat dgn die faham la kot).. cakap ajela yang kau blame aku.. kan senang.. tak sampai sesaat pun nak fikir..huh..

"sample"???? "street"???? waddefak la kan... house guard kawasan perumahan aku pun tau nak bezakan between "simple" and "sample", and between "street" and "straight".. Tu la.. sekolah tinggi sangat.. sampai confuse.. Lu bikin malu der.. dah la kau bawak lalat masuk.. kau tak tahu ke der?? lalat membawa penyakit.. if tak, takdelah dia nk tulis macam ni

"lor...dah habih ker...baru nak join

untuk mengeruhkan suasana..........im too late....!!"

lu memang spesis bangkai la der.. kata "adult",,tapi, it clearly shown that you're not an adult enough. Sick people! Shut the fuck up la..

Nasib baik la pasangan kau tu lagi cerdik dari kau! permasalahan dah terungkai.. and aku pun dah explain sebjik-sebijik kat korang apa yang salah faham.. Tapi, kau over lebih la der.. ooo..yela.. nak tunjuk hero la kan depan girlfriend... Fuck off la!!

huh.. malas aku nak layan manusia otak sempit macam kau. Aku pergi layan berak lagi bagus la der! Tulis pasal kau buat aku rasa nak berak sebab kau memang mcm jamban!!

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Im not trying to be cynical, just experienced it..

so, now, basically i want to write on what have happened to me since yesterday? today? day before yesterday? or should i say.... my BAD DAYS????

I was really really really upset with few peoples around me. Those who think its nothing got to do with you, fine, just keep your mouth shut and read! I just want to write it all out before i take my ass off from this place. Basically, it is about one or two people yang aku rasa macam "kau dah lebih laa..".. yes! that it is! you're just being toooooo much.

Ok, this happened basically few days ago, when this bitch came up to me and asking me on something which is not my priority at all to look on.. Hey come on!! all these while, kau punya nama is always in the loop, so??? what is the purpose of keeping your name in the loop??????? I thought it suppose to be her responsibility to get all those works done! and i'm here just to help them out whenever needed. If the task cant be completed due of me having my core task, she can't blame me up!! HELLO!!! can't you see???? my core tasks are that 2 client.. not that one ok!! I've been requested by the upper level to help you guys IF i have an extra time to do it... So pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Glue up this statement in your brain! Plus, bear this in mind ya.. you and me are the same... so, jangan lah kau nak perasan yang kau tu kononnya somebody dengan aku ok!

Kalau kau terbukti memang kau bagus, there should be no problem for me to take your words, but come on.... look at yourself.. every single day i can hear comments and complaints about you. Kalau yang bagus, takpela jugak.. tapi... sumenye opposite.. So, what is that all about then?? kerja kau pun mcm taik, lagi nak bagi arahan kat orang? kau sapa???

Bear it out if you have done such a great job. Can you?????

Ahhhh...ye la.. no wonder you're like that.. i can see it now.. because you always have backups from your so-called "brothers".. ass%^*& laaa...

eeeeee... i don't know how can this kind of people pun ada.. dah la perasan... haih.. luckily you're nothing to me, or else, memang $%^&* aku kerjakan kau,,,,

BENCILAH!!!!!

Finally it ends

Goodbye Sunday..and yeah..ahaa..ok.. hello Monday... Do you have to come that fast? Siyesl, i need more time to rest because my weekend was full. Saturday with Tahlil and doa selamat.. Sunday balik Subang pulak.. and now.. esok Monday dah...


why the government tak buat like, satu minggu kerja, then satu minggu cuti.. tak pun, those yang kerja 2 hari, dapat cuti 2 hari.. if 3 hari, cuti 3 hari.. LOL.. banyak cekadak..


ok la.. im going out now.. heading to bandar puteri.. tengok progress rumah yang tengah renovate, than nak pergi makan cheese naan and ayam tandoor... hell yum!!! daaa

tH3 dAy thaT w3 aR3 wAiTinG for tH3 mOsT

Let's groovy bebeh! hell yeah.. HELLO WEEKEND! it's good that weekend is finally right in front of me. Hoho.. tekanan kau seminggu bekerja.. plus, lately ni work load agak heavy.. hah..rasakan.. what did you said when you were still so-called freshie?? "i quit to be a banker as their jobs are routine and i choose to be here because im seeking for some challenges in working" ... LOL.. so, take it.. this could be baru sikit kot.. and there will be MORE waiting for you ahead.. hohoho...

This time i don't think i can write longer (pernah ke tulis panjang2?) hehe.. because in few minutes, i'll be heading to rumah in laws.. tomorrow ada tahlil and some kenduri as they are going for Umrah next week.

When we talk about my in laws family, there will be few people yang akan bertandang ke my head.. my hubby's cousins basically.. cousin or cousin in law.. i don't know.. it could be anything..

I know that she dont like me since the very first time she saw me.. haha.. boleh tak?.. I don't know.. aku tak kenal dia at first, and dia pun tak kenal aku.. the good things of "these" person, dorang kutuk aku depan-depan (eventhough i cant hear).. but come on lah.. i can see your eyes...huh.. freak..

ok la.. will continue later.. dah bising laki aku ni.. tadi dia jugak yang sibuk main PS.. then, bebel kat aku pulak because online.. huh..

D.A.J.A.L

From the past few days, i was always thinking of making some dajal to some people yang aku rasa memang i can make some fun on him or her.. hoho.. being sarcastic once in a while is not like as bad as you think..hehe.. Plus, if the person really is deserves to accpet my dajal-ness, so take it la kan... and yeah.. i did it to one person.. the person who is totally annoying to me.. hahaha..

will continue writing again soon la.. busy la pulak...(konon)

It's raining heavily at the outside since an hour ago.. tengok the petir, teringat movie tornado/twister.. huhuh..

luckily am not in menara.. if not, lagi seram.. lol

F.R.I.D.A.Y . . . . .

It's 5.21PM .. 9 more minutes to 5.30Pm and guys!! you may say so long to office!! huhu.. Goodbye Thursday and HOLLLLLLLLLAAA Friday!!!!!!!!!!
The best day ever, and yeah.. the most wanted one lah of course because the next day will be Saturday, where we can say "shut up" to alarm clock and of course to the people who purposely knock your door... lol


I have sooo many things for my weekend.. lets list it down then!

1. Bowling

2. Japanese food

3. Subway

errr... tadi rasanya macam byk sangat dalam kepala.. betul.. tak tipu.. lol

But seriously, to play bowling is the one that i really cant wait as i know, that baby is gonna be there!! who?? which baby?? look at the picture below....

she's sooooo adorable kan???.. her name is Nur Erriana Bellysya in full.. in short, as "sayang" by her parents.. huhu

huhu.. cant wait to have one.. soon?? hopefully...

talking about baby Bellysya, i heart the way she give us the flying kiss... awwwww~

so comel.. so adorable.. so cute..so manja and so everything!!

The parents should be very lucky to be given such a beautiful baby.. huhu.. wish i could have one like that.. hoho.. berangan...

but seriously.. i cant wait to have a baby...............

Thanx to Nurul for introducing me to something like above! hahaha..

so not IT freak.. LOL.. ok, i admit that as i dont have soooo many time to think about it (cover.. cover..)..

so, tunggulah.. the new me will come.. LOL. ok what.. at least i have the willingness to learn eventhough from basic, and always admit for something that i dont know. What's wrong with that? Like my dad always told me, "ask if you dont know".. (cover lagi...)

Weekend is just around the corner people!!

can't wait!!

- haha.. of course.. when you can assure that your pocket is fully fill with money, weekend wiil be permanently glued in your head.. lol

well, it's just not that.. but we're planning to go for bowling this weekend with all those cool people in the whole wide world!! wheeeeee~

It's time to get to know one another.. and of course..after spending the whole week sitting in office looking at the monitor, it would be the best time to release the stress out from the body.. huhu..

i just cant wait!!!!! no i cant!!!!

DOWN....Down....down....i'm down....

I'm down...


yes.. i'm down...


I always pretend that i'm smiling..


but deep down inside my heart, i'm crying...


no one knows...


i always wish for something...


but i never get it...


miss.. that is...


pain... yes..i always in pain....


and now.... i just want to sleep...


please go away from me...


please...


please...


please...

Hari ini adalah hari yang sangat menyedihkan for me. Tipu la if i kata i dont feel anything right now, because, sad that is.. It controlling my emotion and i just couldn't get rid of it. A mixture of everything, and it turned up as one.. macam 1 Malaysia gitu..



But today seriously isn't really my day. I wish i could jump off from here, fly and just go to any places yang aku rasa boleh tenangkan hati aku yang memang tengah kacau!!

Hey! March is bulan jiwa kacau.... for me la.. and most of my friends pun cm setuju je dengan aku. Hoping for something in April.. something good perhaps..


well, i dont know whether i can talk about work or not here, but seriously, i do need to say it..
*omg..can you just shut ur phone off!! your song is damn %^&* annoying*
ok.. sambung.. haih.. OMG!!! damn serabut la throughout this week.. sangat semak! and of course, aku sendiri pun tak tahu kenapa.. lately ni macam sensitive, i can't accepts criticism towards me (eventhough it's for something good).. and banyak laaaaa..


what else to write?? seee.. nak tulis pun tiba-tiba pulak out of ideas.. tadi berlambak je..
takpelaa.. stop dulu.. daaa

Cinta Sempurna

Aku manusia lemah

Selalu terjatuh

Berbeda aku darimu

Kau berdiri teguh..

Aku serba tiada

Aku kekurangan

Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan..

Sempurnanya sifatmu

Tulusnya hati

Jujurnya niatmu

Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku

Kerna aku tak mampu 'tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu..

darimu..

Bukan aku tak pernah

Mengerti dirimu

Ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan

Aku...

Hilangkan rasa itu

Akhirkan semua

Dan bila kau sedar

Aku hilang dari kewujudan...

3 in 1 - boleh x?

urrghhh!!!!


sungguh tidak mempunyai banyak masa untuk meng'update'kan blog aku ni. But always trying my best la..


yesterday aku rasa nothing much la yang jadi.. nothing interesting to share about..


Today?? yeah.. maybe.. my family left Malaysia for Umrah this evening.. sangat sedih because tak dapat ikut. To do Umrah and Haji with hubby is one of my dream after marriage.. hehe.. wish we could fly there too.. unfortunately, with limited number of annual leave given by the company, dapat pegi airport tengok they all berangkat pun jadi laaaa... sedih gila ayat.. ayat org pasrah.. huhuhu


Tomorrow will come.. in fact, it does!! and it is 19 hours more to the so-called bowling tournament.. huhuhu.. after 9 years of not touching the ball, hope i still can make it la tomorrow.. aiyakk!! seram kauu...



ok la.. mata aku ngantuk.. tapi perut aku lapar.. still waiting for hubby to come home.. lambat la pulekkkkk... ish..


ok.. gtg.. while waiting, apa salahnya if aku lelapkan mata sekejap.. huhuhu... daaa..

-Acute Tonsillitis-

I have less work today compared to the other day, but i cant say anything much jugak la.. sometimes, i thought i have no works, tp, after lunch je, there were like macam2 hal yang datang.. huhuhu..



i was about to go out dah tadi.. to get some fruits.. i kan nk diet.. then kena tunggu cik yaya pulak..



"nak tunjuk muka kat boss" katanye.. whatever la kn..





last month, i found out that aku dapat tonsil.. huhu.. the doctor siap buat drawing lagi kat aku since dia rasa cam aku nampak blur kn.. lol. she just said, the tonsil almost nk sentuh my anak tekak, and it can be very dangerous la as it can block your breathing. Memang pun...



ok la.. i did took the medicaton.. then afta that, since the painful was gone, aku dgn bangganya ingat, my tonsil pn gone la.. until one day, after i had 1 big bekas of keropok keping with hubby, tekak aku rasa pedih balik.. "shit la... it comes again"..
so, apa lag kan, Lourdes!!! here i come!!..

with the same doctor but different time, she said "i refer you to hospital Serdang ye for surgery".. and i was like "............"... (padan jugak muka aku sebenarnya.. teringin nk masuk hospital kan?? hah.. hamik kauuu)...


so, now, aku tgh berpantang laa.. no more ice cold.. no more spicy foods, no more oily foods (tapi skrg sedang menikmati nugget and sausage haha)


whatever la kan...


ok la.. gtg.. daaaa...

Bye KL, Hello KT

I was having one kind of disease called "split personality" since i steped into a working life. Well, I don't think it sounds scary, but at that time, I realized that I need at least a day off for myself to balance up my life again. *like what I'm doing now.. blogging.. eventhough there are still pending works..but..c'mon.. give a break*





It begun with when hubby told me that the PROPERD is planning for a trip to Gambang Water Park in Pahang, but too bad, I'm not interested in water park thingy. So we've decided to go to Terengganu, kononnya boleh la i tunjukkan my school, my house and my late grandpa's house to my hubby since i used to spend my 7 years in Kuala Terengganu before we permenantly moved to KL *wink..wink*

<3>

Ok, we've started our journey around 7 in the morning, kononnya nak catch up those PROPERDians punya convoy, because before that, we stopped by kt my in laws house. Saje je.. menantu yang baik la katakan.. lol.. *geli*. If lambat gerak, nanti kena tinggal plak kn..and of course, tak sempat nak stop by kat my in laws house. Ok la.. cut the story short, we reached the Tol Gombak aroung 8.50 cmtu.. Amazingly, satu kereta pun takde kat sana. Me and hubby was like ?????? apakah??

Me: are we late? or dorg yang x sampai lg ni?

Hubby: ntah laaa...

Me: call la tanya...

Hubby: *dialing number* .. hello.. kt mane? hah, dh lepas dari tol Gombak? Semua dh gerak ke?..... *terputus*

Me: so, wats up??

Hubby: putus...kate dh lepas tol gombak.

Me: ..........

and because of nak kejar the convoy punya pasal, my husband was driving macam nak race kt F1 dh rasanye.. After about an hour of driving, then we saw one pelik green colour car which is also known as "keta kaler katak" among me and sisters kat depan. Yang paling kelakar, kereta hijau tu je satu2 nya yang ada and my hubby was like, where's the rest?

Oooooo...rupa2 nya, they all x gerak pn lagi from tol gombak. And owner kereta hijau tu is an army.. so, agak punctual, and those yg lambat, dia tinggal. Bahagia tak hidup dia? lol.

So ok la, only 2 cars headng to RnR Temerloh to join other convoy yg from Pahang. So, of course la, we took the great opportunity to isi perut jugak la.. We had gulai tempoyak ikan patin. All tme favourites man!! gosh.. i just couldn't say NO to something that i LIKE.. lol

taken somewhere at Sri Petaling. Nice sunrise view *love*

Ok la.. once other from KL dh sampai, we all gerak la from RnR Temerloh.. There were about 20 cars kot, or even more *lost count* heading to Gambang.. Except me and hubby la of course..

Actually there were sooooo many things to talk about.. tapi it seems that i'm very very the malas now.. so, lets allow the picture speaks ok.. hehehe

the convoy

my all time favourite! split banana *wondering, why is it split?*




its pulau kapas ye everyone.. tempat nostalgia LOL

The Felda Residence Hotel, Kuala Terengganu. Not so bad hotel after all.

my mom punya ofis lama back in Terengganu.. hehe

aha... yeap.. this house used to be my 1st house when i was in KT 16 years ago.. it looks much horror now. I mean.. really. The housing area itself looks very buruk, horror and bla..bla..bla..

yibba..yibba.. this is my late grandpa's house and still is.. the different is, he's no longer belongs to be in this world with us.. but lets the memoirs of him plays around..

ahaks..finally.. this is my house guys!!.. its a double storey house, but i dont know why, nampak bahagian atas je, that is used to be my parents room.. LOL

this mosque satu masa dulu was sangat cantik and big.. but now, only nampak the menara.. tenggelam with the development.. but its still functioning well ok..hehe

this is the reason why im choosing Terengganu to be my weekend getaway destination with hubby.. as i know, im leaving behind so many kinds of memories in Terengganu.

the view from the hotel car park. I heart this so much. Very pantai timur view..

hubby is going insane.. lol

Actually, 7 years in Terengganu giving me such beautiful memories and hope that the memories will be always in my heart..never fade...

sooner or later, will come back here again of course.. it is just a matter of time...

so long Terengganu...

A Mixture of Everythng.

well, i think it begun with an email that i received few days ago. The email that was sent by one makhluk yg mcm $%^& yang suddenly illegally entered into my life *eventhough you are married to my cousin, it doesnt mean that i can declare you as my so called cousininlaw*


I'm not going to do a story telling here.. it just that if i have a chance to speak up right on his face, i would say that "you're nuthing to me so stay away from my life..you stupid big black ugly and smells like rubbish #$%&*^" ~ *phewww*

*****

okay..okay.. enuf of carut-ing to him.. GTH la kan... hoho.. i would be please if he read this so that he would know how much i hate him! if ada perkataan yg lagi dasat dari 'hate', haa, mmg perkataan tu la yg akan aku guna.. Unfortunately, i cant think of any.. "hate" would be fine to me i guess.

*arghhh!! i just couldnt take him out from my mind!! no wonder la gelap je otak aku ni.. segelap kulitnya yg macam bontot kuali tu.. huh*

Sorry la *****, he's the one who can be blame..not me.. and please... remind him of not to go far beyond his limit.. remember.. when i say it, i mean it.

*****

ok.. throw him away now.. lets begin with other topic.. *aaaaaaaaaaa...* cant think of any la pulok *menggunakan gaya bahasa ala...sape tu.. lupa plak nama dia.. the one yg dalam iklan lasindah cafe tu.. that old man~LOL*

haih.. OMG..OMG.. otak kau tepu sekarang ni.

this morning i thought i had those simptoms that can lead me to bad fever *best jugak dpt demam ni* .. tp after lunch, mcm ok la pulak.. buy my throat still in pain ok.. kahak pn still ade.. amazingly, xde la plak i batuk ke, flu ke.. maintain je *punahla harapan utk mendapat sekeping MC*

owh..saya sgt stress now!! i really am.. for the first time ever, i'm counting the numbers..LOL.. sgt desperate nk balik rumah.. i just couldnt stand anymore to sit here in my office, plus aku rasa macam nk demam la.. i'm having all the simptoms now, but it seems that the virus is yet to hit my body.. please... aku nak demam.. *boleh tak?*


err.. i think i should make a move now.. i wanna go home on time.. *konon ajela kot*


my head is heavy.. my throat is in pain.. lack of water? perhaps... *sigh*


owh..btw.. now i know the name of that old man yg the one in Lasindah cafe punya iklan tu... its M.Rajoli.. LOL... sanggup....

Blurness way back in matrix

Currently listening to : Voice of the trainer


Current location : Emerald room, Level 9, TM Annexe 2.


Current mode : *sick*


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~


huweee.. im feeling sick now.. bukan demam.. not even a flu.. but sick of the training.. LOL..


to many to learn laaa~


plus, i think i haven't stop from attending training since last week.. even the pak guard at the lobby pun mcm dah recognize muka aku yang chantek ni.. LOL


Gosh.. i can be say as still new in this thingy.. so a little bit lost when it comes to those jargon.. huhu.. malatop kapla i nak catch up. But bak kata Gloria Gaynor (ambik semangat sikit), i will survive!!!! - bluerrghhh...


Luncheon time.. but i dont feels like eating - konon nak diet. But konon ajela.. not more than that.


Gosh.. when will all these things end?? i just couldnt take it anymore. Enough of training bagai. Yang aku pelik, senior-senior kat office aku takde pun terhegeh-hegeh nak attend the training ni?? ni yang buat aku rasa menggelegak jugakla... ke aku aje yang baik hati datang the training ni? ish.. memang tak leh blah!


OMG!! OMG!! OMG!! aku nak tidor.. guess what, actually kan, the training ni mula semalam (12 Jan).. tapi aku dengan bangganya skip the session.. hehe.. bosan la.. asyik training je.. tapi satu ape pun tak masuk.. lagi cerdikkan?


ok la..GTG..byk keje ni.. nak coulour-colourful pun x sempat... daaaa


This is the fact.. eventhough they can see my eyes are wide open, the reality is, my brain is completely shut down! (for today ajela..). Man..i need holiday~

Bukit Puchong 2 - Puchong Tekali - Bandar Mahkota Cheras - Genting - Pyramid - Sungkai - Seri Manjung

Currently Listening to : Kenangan Terindah by the Sampson.

Haih.. i tersuddenly sentimental sket today.. and mula lah rasa macam nak flash back story-story lama.. especiall when i look back kat gambar-gambar taken last year.. chewah.. hahaha.. kononnya memori tahun lepas la.. (macam memori daun pisang pulak)...


anyway, banyak gak la happened during December last year.. Nothing interesting, biase2 aje dong.. Buka tirai December dengan bortday my mom.. unfortunately, i dont have any pic of it, plus aku jugak masih hutang birthday gift dengan mak aku.. LOL


Then, my cousin dapat baby on the 12th. She was born at KPMC Puchong.. The nearest private hospital in Puchong kot rasanya.. my cousin's wife ni have been admitted since pukul 11am on the 12th tu..and the doctor at first suspected that she'll deliver her baby around 8pm camtu.. so, me and husband (yang sepatutnya teman my cousin kat hospital) ni went out la cari makan.. lapar kot.. dah la tak sempat makan.. Then, i suggested my hubby pegi makan kat IOI Mall tu..kononnya "boleh cari prezzie for the new born" .. Ok la, after pusing-pusing the whole mall, suddenly my mom call and ckp my cousin dh bersalin.. and that time baru pukul 6.. hailerr.. kocoh-kocoh ler we all cepat2 nak sampai KPMC.. apala punya doctor..cakap jam 8..skali jam 6 daaaa...

Nur'Ain Darwisha Bt Mohd Adnan

12 Demeber 2009

Was talking to hubby jugak.. my kakak ipar pun masa tu tengah tunggu time untuk deliver her baby jugak.. hahahaha... ok la.. 5 days later, on 17th of December, which is a day after mine, the baby was born in KPMC Kajang (KPMC lagi...)..

Nurul Zahirah Binti Masrizal

17 December 2009

haih..wat else? owh.. my birthday.. takde yang gempak-gempak jugak.. just makan-makan aje kat Tony Roma's Sunway. Punya lah susah nak decide where to makan.. What to do, banyak sangat dalam kepala apa yang nak di makan (maklumla...)..LOL.. ok la.. suddenly jugak macam out of ideas.. adoi.. nvm..let the pic speaks.. hahaha

Tony Roma's, Sunway Pyramid

8.30PM

owh..lazatnya.. my strawberry bla..bla..bla.. and husband' pineapple bla..bla..bla.. LOL.. cant really remember the name of those drinks.

Ribs!! Terbaek!

haih.. those pic.. memang reminds me of those ribs... syedap!!!!!

ok la.. next!!!!!! to Seri Manjung, Perak.. the wedding of a friend of mine, Diana a.k.a DD..

dah macam puteri keratong dah.. cantik....tapi yang kelakarnya, we got lost at first.. agak tunggang langgang la the map in the invitation card..huhuhu..but itu adalah normal la for most of the wedding card.. x sah if the map tak tunggang langgang..lol.. ok la, we managed to sampi kat seri manjung dalam pukul 3 kot.. hahaha.. a bit late.. x sempat nak tengok the pengantin bersanding and all.. takde rezeki la tu kan.. Tapi ok la.. puas hati jugak coz dapat tengok didi in her wedding dress.. and the food pun delicious jugak.. i like the rendang daging by the way.. well.. i dont think it is rendang daging.. ntah la.. as long as delicious, ok la kan.. lol

After that, before balik KL, nak la jugak ronda-ronda tengok Seri Manjung ada apa... then we went to Teluk Batik.. Saja nak tengok pantai.,.and at first perasan nak makan kopok sambil jalan-jalan tepi pantai with hubby, and buat some sand arts ke.. kira macam lagu anita sarawak and late sudirman la.. bercanda di pasiran pantai..kita bersama memadu asmara.... lalalalaal.. lol..

tapi, those angan-angan tak jadi because, the teluk batik is not as indah as what i've imagined.. lol.. apala hajar ni..

however, as a tempat riadah family memang tadak hal la.. ok je.,., meriah.. bagi aku je tak best.. LOL

Diana and Hail

19 December 2009, Seri Manjung, Perak.

next in December was the graduation of FSTEP Batch 2 at Lanai Kijang, Bank Negara Malaysia. Ok la.. nothing special sangat pun.. Just the convocation itself, and meeting friends, tu ajela.. but, maybe boleh bagi compliments jugak to the management, because they all berjaya make sure the programme runs smoothly. Almost perfect la.. Well Done!

Multipurpose Hall, Lanai Kijang,

Bank Negara Malaysia.

23 December 2009

Next!! yeah! Genting bebeh!! (macam tak pernah pergi Genting je).. But Ok la..pergi pun bawak my siblings - birthday present they all yang aku kumpul sekali, jadi 1.. lol.. 3 in 1. Ok what.. takkan aku nak pergi Genting every month kot kan.. mentang-mentang husband working with Genting company. LOL.. but that time rasanya mcm wrong timimg jugakla, because masa tu the kabus memang gila-gila punya tebal.. when we were on our cable car to the peak, 2 kali jugakla the cable car stopped in the middle of the fog, and berayun ayun kat atas tu. LOL.. Tapi, tu semua experience la.. (wah! experience kunun, kalau jatuh, gadai nyawa jugak..huhu)..

Masa nak balik pun sama.. we were stucked kat sana for more than 2 hours.. sebabnya, the cable car was closed due to the cuaca yang tidak baik. So, the management pun decided tu turunkan all the people by using shuttle bus. Gila???!!!! ingat kat atas sana ade 10 orang aje ke?? beribu-ribu weh!!!.. nasib baik jugakla, after beratur about 2 hours, hubby managed to get a taxi. He charged us RM50 from the peak to the skyway because we parked our car kat sana. Haih, next time rasanya, if nak pergi Genting lagi, maybe bawak kereta sampai atas la kot. serik.. huhuhu..

Tapi ok la.. ALhamdulillah we all reached home takdela lambat sangat. About 10.30PM like that.. wondering those yang waiting for the free shuttle, pukul berapa la baru they dapat turun ye? huhuhu *insaf sekejap*

to the peak!!!



space shot
angah, adik and hubby
hubby yang kononnya nak cabar his gayat-ness..LOL

err.. are you ok over there sayang <3 ??

The Spinner

Angan, Acik and Adik.

dunno how many time they go on spinner.

raining break~

angah, acik, adik.

me and my bubble grape milk tea~

i <3 this so much!!

The Flying Coaster!!

LOL~ this is fun!!

haha.. that's all about Genting.. If kena pada masa, quite enjoyable jugak Genting ni.. kira ok la kan.. Genting is a substitute for Disneyland, Movie world ke, ape world lagi macam kat Gold Coast tu.. 6 Flags ke.. eyh, 6 Flags ke? blasah... hahaha
Our next target is to Universal Studio in Singapore pulak.. Hubby said, much better than the one in US.. because the Universal Studio in Singapore is developed dari kekurangan Universal Studio in US.. True or not, just wait and see.. kit apergi je dulu..hik..hik..hik..



ok..last but not least, on the 26th of December, my uncle got married to a young lady aged 23 year old (if im not mistaken).. well..dah jodoh.. dapat ayam baru.. hehehehe... doakan yang terbaik ajela..amin..

Ayah mad and errr... cik Aishah?~ bolehla..

Sungkai, Perak.