:: Saturday ::

weekend yang maveles.. haha..


sangat la kononnya.. Tapi guess what, hari ni satu hari kat dalam bilik je dengan hubby. Hoits!! jangan fikir bukan-bukan.. kami tak buat apa-apa.. Hubby spent most of time fixing on the lappy, and me? on FB.. haha.. terukkan..



ok la.. tiba-tiba malas nk continue updating it. Esok la ye.. daaaaa...

:: Welkam.. Welkam ::

Wuuuhhuuuuu!!!!!! Eventhough i think that you think my world isn't crazy, but who cares?? hahaha.. menyampah tak? menyampah tak? hehe

anyway, this is my 3rd updates of today.. for the first time ok, aku sangat rajin meng'update'kan semua yang jadi today.. Ekceli, nampak sangat la kan yang hari ni macam ala-ala takde kerja kan.. V(^_^)V..

eyh, sape kata.. hari ini aku menjadi efisyen, menyiapkan semua kerja di awal pagi sebelum the TT Session with the VP (without taking into count yg pending...)

ok la.. all those can be clear out by next week.. this weekend i would probably stay at home and just do whatever i wanna do.. hehe..

owh, lari topic lagi..

ekceli, my last update for today ni nk dedicate to our new Global Alliances GM, En.Ariffin..

hehe.. itu je...

ok la.. its 6.46 already.. what am i still doing here?? its Friday.. working hour ends at 5.. hehe.. see..how good am i.. ok la..chow...

:: CHELSEA ::

:: TT Session ::

Well.. updates of today..

Ok.. Before i proceed with my craps, i think i need to confess on something.. Ekceli, i did tried to be ala-ala matured sikit in writing.. I mean.. kononnya nak banyakkan using those bombastic malay words, ayat-ayat bunga sikit.. hehe Unfortunately, things didn't work out. Aku tetap aku ok.. No matter what. Muka macam aku ni, memang lambat la nak menggunakan bahasa dengan betul. Ok.. that's pathetic. Poor me la kan.. Dulu cikgu ajar tak nak dengar.. Ayah beli buku teks, tapi i left it at home and claimed that "cikgu tak guna buku teks".. alasan apakah?? thus, i got B3 for my BM in SPM (I deserved that la kan).. Still, I'm proud with it.. at least i passed with flying colours.. LOL..

My uncle did say something to me back in 1999, when i received my PMR result.. LOL.. He said, "Shame on you as a malay and muslim.. Your BM and Agama results should be far better than BI" .. huhu.. as i got B for my BM and Agama, and an A for my English Language..

well, i did counter back on his statement.. he shouldn't blame it on me, but the person who design the questions, til i found it easier than BM.. wattodo..

The Agama tu another story laa.. even i didn't get good results for Agama, it doesn't mean that aku ni jahil.. It just that I'm not good in memorizing the history of para2 Nabi and sahabat semua tu.. and that is also why, I can't be a lawyer.. LOL.. tiba-tiba pulak..

ENOUGH!! enough of mengenang kembali zaman sekolah..

Tengok... saya sudah melalut dengan jayanya.. Lari tajuk dah..

I went for the Teh Tarik Session with the TMG Vice Precident.. There were about 13 - 15 of us in that session from various of unit/department under TMG.. It is an informal session where they have makan-makan sambil borak-borak and updating one another.

Ekceli, aku tak tahu pun nak update apa about the session.. nothing much, but there is one thing that i like during the session, which when the VP mentioned that he wanted to change the level 54th environement, and he already got it started with one big Man U flag.. Urghhh!! go die you Man U! LOL.. Go Go the Blues!!!! hehe..

i was thinking too untuk tampal one CHELSEA flag, since there were numbers of CHELSEA fans too, tp, belum sempat nak cakap, he said "they are welcome to place any other football flags, but with 1 condition, the flag must not be bigger than ManU flag that have been placed".. ok.. what kind of condition is that.. sangat tidak adil itu Mr.VP..hahaha..

Siapa aku.....

Aku bukanlah seorang yang pandai dalam mengarang kata-kata.. and aku bukanlah seorang yang bijak menyusun ayat-ayat puitis. Aku adalah aku.. seorang anak sulung yang essentially agak keras kepala, stubborn, day-dreamer, lazy, hot-tempered, loud, etc.. Tapi, siapa je yang tahu bahawa aku sebenarnya adalah seorang yang sensitive, kind-hearted, soft-spoken, shy, mudah mengalah, tak boleh tengok kesusahan orang lain, etc... even my parents can't figure it out. Pelik kan? I was kinda having this so-called split personality (not much).. I'm different at home, and different at the outside.. faham tak? tak? nevermind.. leave it..



aku tiba-tiba rasa nak berubah. This is it. To make some changes in me even though not too drastic. Baru aku sedar, all these while aku bukanlah aku. And it makes me pause for few second to actually figure out who am i previously.

Even me myself is unable to think about it. Perhaps i may need someone to tell me who i was before.

Technically, i'm not satisfied with myself. There are whole lots of things that i want to achive in life and i want to be totally a new me by end of this year. I can't stand to be like this anymore where sometimes i can't find my momentum in life.

I think god had already done something to me.. kalau tak, macamana aku boleh terfikir untuk ubah diri aku untuk menjadi aku yang sebenarnya.

Susah.?? memang.. this will be one new cabaran for me.. whether i can make it or not? lets leave it to god's will, and my discipline... Insyaallah..

My 5th yEAr aNniVerSaRy

it's good to know that finally my relationship with my hubby is 5 years of age now. It's unbelievable to me eventhough people out there find it "so what?"... huhu..
*ada aku kisah kau kisah?" - that would be my answer to those who feels berbulu with my anniversary statement.


and next week, will be my 1st year or marriage anniversary pulak. So, next time, mabye we can celebrate 2 anniversaries in one shot. Save time and money of course... hehe..

Actually, up till now, whenever i give a look to my husband, i always ask him.. "knp saya kahwin dgn awak ye?" .. well.. it's not that i'm not happy to be married with him, it's just that, i couldn't believe that i'm actually a wife to a husband..haha.. perasan muda... haruslah..

because, dulu.. aku selalu la kn jugak berangan kan.. hehe.. selalu berangan macamana la rupa husband aku.. how would my marriage life' gonna be, how many kids i have, what kind of house im gonna stay in and bla..bla..bla..bla.. and here comes.. the reality.. hoho..

but still.. bersyukur jugaklah.. at least i can say that i'm still having a normal or usual life as newly wed couples.. duuhh..

huh.. i think i should make a move now.. its time to say sayonara to office.. and hello HOME!

special treatment for hubby?? heheh.. will see then.. xoxo

Life rolls like a bowling ball

it has been 3 days i'm not touching my lappy to pretend rajin like i always did, and to update my blog. Had my bowling tournament with the PROPERD at the Flamingo on Saturday. Giving my all out lah i think, eventually, winning is not on my side as my team went as 1st team from behind kot. It was very frustrated by the way. But game is a game. Menang and kalah adat pertandingan.. chewahh.. *pretend to be positive pulak..padahal.. before the game formally end aku dh chow masuk kereta... crying*.. hey! come on.. worst personal record ok! i was like "OMG!! waddefak!!".. it was my 'su-wei' day la kot.. Yela.. morning we went to help out my cousin basuh rumah baru dia in Bandar Puteri. So, aku kena menyental sana sini, it may looks easy, but, lenguhnya, tuhan aje yang tahu.. we reached home around 5.45pm, and we only have 1 hour to rest before the game.. *shoite*